Thursday, July 11, 2013

The not so pretty part.

                 I'm sitting on the front porch right now, covered in skeeters the size of a football player, because a humongous chocolate lab asked me to. Well, that is what I interpreted amongst her howling, barking, and throwing herself at our front door. It quit once I allowed her to crawl into my lap and take a nap. She's 5 years old. Definitely the size of a whale. 
(Maybe my sizing is off, obviously). And as I'm squeezed between her body and the door, all I can think about is this is the most peace I seem to have gotten all day. 
        Now for the most part, I love my
Job. It's perfect for me. I enjoy my
Patrons, I'm finally finding the post grad Sam land, and I'm finding a soothing routine in my life. Today was not that day. It seemed like one thing after another seemed to fall
Apart. 
           I woke up late. This is my normal life, I never let that bother me but today was my 4th day of not Washing my hair and there is only so much you do to your hair with dry shampoo. 
            Second, I taught my Internet class and it was so much harder than I imagined. I had this grand idea that it would be a piece of cake and would fly through. It didn't. They had so many questions that I didn't know. I found out, the hard way, that it is so much harder to teach a basic Internet/computer class. The steps that you don't think about are the steps that have to be repeated over and over again. 
      Third, I have been snippy with everyone. Which is crazy, cause normally, I am calm and collected. I jumped at someone because of snapchat! literally, that is ridicilous. everything they said was true, and yet I felt mortally offended. pssshhhh This trick can take a lot. Or, so I like to believe and yet everything seemed crazy today. 
         Yet even as so write this, I know I am beyond blessed. I have a huge lovable creature in my lap. I had wonderful men and women in my class that were patient and kind and so incredibly gracious. Even better, I had one of the best dates in the world for lunch. A cutie that kept trying to steal my french fries :) Also what can top my wonderful day yesterday? It's all part of that roller coaster, I'm tellin ya! Bring it on. 





Meet my handsome date ;). 



Also, these are for sale for 4 dollars :) get on em!

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